Saturday, January 28, 2006

sorry people, i haven't been updating. the past month has been a month of recuperation, and i have to thank my friends for the sane state i am in now. i guess it was a blessing that orientation was the first week of school, it was the only thing that could momentarily take my mind off the wrenching pain.

sigh. i still haven't gotten over it, and i never knew it would be this painful. i need to focus on God and find hapiness in Him, and not in wordly things. currently im only my happy self in school when i've friends to distract me from the painful flashbacks. but when im alone, tears well up again..

my og has been wonderful, my classmates, dance, gym, orientation, council. JC life is really fun, and even my sister loves it. i hope dance night will be great..this year cat and i will be attempting to choreograph a COOL hiphop item! i hope it'll turn out great..

its CNY, may all of you get much much richer!

i still love you

matthew admired God's creations at 1:59 PM [comment]

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Saturday, January 07, 2006

my wonderful og, grandly clad in THE BOX. orientation was all i had to distract me from all the sadness of the holidays and reality. i really enjoyed the past 4 days...but now...its back to school, and more ggxx stuff ;'(  

matthew admired God's creations at 10:26 PM [comment]

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